I've been working a lot lately. When I'm at work, my drive for kink shuts down. Usually.
This past week I've worked 60 hours. So I really haven't felt like doing anything but sleep in my time off. It's amazing to me how separate I can keep these two very important areas of my life. I'm somewhat of a work-a-holic, but I don't mind it because I really do love my work. It seems to me though that sometimes I can't have both of these at a time.
A couple weekends ago I went to Chicago for a weekend of bondage and kink with two doms I'd never met before. It was full of new experiences and was a lot of fun, because I was being slightly more submissive than I usually become in a scene. But since it's a six hour drive to Chicago and I was only down there for two days, I found it difficult to relax.
Finding that balance in life between what you love and what you love shouldn't be so tough. But I'm often reminded that I should be thankful that I've found something to do with my life that I love in the first place, because very few people ever are so lucky. To balance two things I love?
Maybe I'm a little bit too whiny.
On a side note, I found some friends to stay with at MIR this year. Definately looking forward to it! Hoping to see a lot of you readers there.
I haven't forgotten about this blog, just bear with me through my insanely busy life. :)